AiDiLAdHa

To all Muslims..Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha....the raya which we will be loaded with beef..morning till nite...hmmm....

This year hari raya Haji (terms that we usually used here in Msia)..i had the chance to take part in the slaughtering activities...cost me at RM 370 for one part of seven from a cow....then the beef will be given to the poors and also take some for the family...

The slaughtering took place on the second day of Hari Raya..

Picture of the cow which was slaughtered..isk isk...so kesian...but its a good thing to be done..to help the poors and needies...hope my part is accepted by 'Him'.

Another weird thing that happen on that day was...my brother's cat eating vege!...my mum said the pokok is called "Galak Kucing"....manage to capture the picture of the cat eating the tree...My Mom said the tree will be some kinda medicine to the cat..which we are also not sure what is the benefit of the tree to the cats...



At nite my family held a bbq...so good...but so so so tiring...Almost all my mom's sis and bros with their children were at our house...having finger licking good meal :)...grills(beef,PRAWN,chicken,sausage& not to forget home made satay)..LAKSA perlis(my favourite dish)...fried rice...Soup(tulangs...plus the gearbox..waaa..cholestrol)...such a satisfying meal that nite....

i know all of us were having fun this year end celebration...with this Christmas coming..would like to wich Merry christmas and happy new year to all!....will make sure 2008 will be a better year rite gangs!..so chiows..

P.E.N.A.N.G

I'm sitting in my hotel room...looking around..sometimes feel that this is just a dream...never ever dreamt that my life will turn out to be like this...hmmm...but don't get me wrong by the way!..hehe...I was assign to a project in one of the factory in Kulim High Tech...and my company has placed us to stay in a hotel in Penang...which take me about 15-20 minutes time to get to the office from here.....

My colleagues here used to take taxi to travel everyday for work...and it will cost RM40 one way! I chose to drive by my self..thanks to my parent who are helping me out to bring my car back here...it is also easier for me to go back to my hometown, Perlis every weekend which is near to Penang...yeay!..after almost 6 years living in KL now i got the chance to be near with my family....hehe..so manja!

What can i say bout the hotel...it is easily accesible...just near the highway and just next to a new shopping mall just open here...the room is spacius for just one person like me...every morning got the chance to have breakfast at the restaurant...the food is okie...not so sedap and not that u cannot eat it at all...just average....with internet facility in the room makes it easier for us to do our job in the hotel room rather than staying back at the factory..

Like all people always telling me...Penang is the heaven of food...so along the road near the hotel...there are so many cafes and restaurants...which really fulfill my tummy needs...hihi....and really fulfill my pockets needs...hehe..cheaper compared to KL...

The best thing about here...no traffic jams my dear frens!...so relief...so my frens in KL..let me enjoy these moments every morning and back from work and dont be jealous about it!...he he...

Hope i can adjust to this new way of living which needs me to travel a lot...cari makan maa...he he

Ma & Pa

My friend once asking me…are your parent okay u switching job? Leaving one of the most stable company in Malaysia and opt for freelancing?...Me reply..I am the most fortunate daughter to have parent who really understand, open minded and always believe in what I do…I know deep in their heart there must be at least a bit of worries…but they always believe in me…and trust I won’t let them down….I wish they can see how thankful I am to have them as my parent…

It is always nailed in my head and heart that Mom and Dad…are the two persons who will never leave me behind...will always be there for me through the hardest time of my life…friends will come and go…lovers might change along the road I take….but parent will be always there…always…believe me…

I can have all the money in the world…but nothing compares to what they have sacrificed for you and your sisters and brothers….I can do all the things that I want to do… but not the one that are against them…that is me..dunno why…I cannot not to obey what they said or ask me to do…I am weak when it become to them….that’s me…

Last weekend..I'm spending time with them and my sis in KL..they came here to bring my car back for me to use in Kulim..how sweet my dad is!...Had the opportunity to bring them to Eyes on Malaysia in Tasik Titiwangsa...my mom as always always good in taking the chance to do her most favourite activities..SHOPPING...hehe...

Some pictures taken last weekend...the day before I'm flying off to Penang..

Mak & Bapak..

Me & Lovely Mom(Dont u think she still look good in her 50's?)

If I have the chance and I hope ‘The One’ will grant my wish…to give me the best health and money for me to take care of my Mak & Bapak when they cant do what they are capable of doing rite now at that time…hopefully I can give them cute grandchildren..which I don’t know when it will happen…hehe :P..

Hope they are proud of having me as their daughter..really really hope for that!...

International Space Station(ISS)

It's been 2 weeks in my new workplace...ISS...hmmm what should i write about it...

It is located at Jaya33..section 14 PJ..to whom who used to go to Jaya Supermarket or DigitalMall..i'm sure they will know this building....the place is okie..the jam is not that bad on my way to office...but n my home..its really bad if i take Federal Highway...but now..already found a new route..thru Jalan University...the traffic is not that bad thru that route..thank God!

One thing...i'm just shock that i need to pay RM22 per day for the parking!..can u imagine that?...it has no maximum amount..but luckily i can claim it at the end of the month...opportunity cost that i need to pay...hehe...

These 2 weeks..i;m just studying on my new assignment...quite hard! so intergrated ..too many things to understand.but yet interesting..not many people knows it well...i am also still waiting for them to give me the instruction to go to Kulim...just can't wait to start my first project...there..near my hometown...the Kayangan state..Perlis...hihi...:)

Another new experience is I was asked to joint pre-sales activity...never did such thing before...it is really new and interesting experience to me...got the chance to learn about other company businesses..the way they run their business...and got the chance to back home early..!

With the 'busy' schedule..hehe..still got the chance(always..haha) to chat with my friend..she sent me the photos from my last day in TM...with all the girls...who used to work with me everyday...victims that have to hear my stupid jokes everyday...



....all the Finance Team Girlss in the SAP projects...


...me with nadiana...

Hope friends in ISS are okie...for sure will meet many new peoples with different characters...Blend...again is the magic word in this case...

hope to write again when i am in Kulim..hehe..

Distance Makes Heart Grow Fonder....

sometimes u think u dont have that so many frens...but all this move thingy that i took has proven me wrong!...my frens did not stop sms'ing' me asking bout the new place and wish me luck!..thanks frens...really appreciate it

actually..i miss my frens in TM...like what some said..distance makes heart grow fonder...that really shows...miss all the stupid jokes...hehe...miss the gossiping...hehe especially that la...

really looking forward to start my very own project in Kulim...hope everything will be okie and i can contribute big things to the project....need to learn much more in this area....hope i wont let the user down....

so till here...until the time willing to be fren with me again...

B.L.E.N.D.

After the whole "drop the Bomb giving 24 hours notice" to the GEMS project...i am today reporting my duty to the new employer of mine...a consulting company located at Jaya33...the name is equivalent to what Dr Sheikh Muzaffar had succeeded to go last month....

So here i am...my day started at 9...so efficiently..the IT guy gave me my laptop...my first laptop...with my name on it..all configured..including emails..and SAP account...plus ID and passoword for SAPnotes...i am so impressed by the efficiency...i thought i'll be drop dead boring today waiting for laptop and nothing to do...hehe...fortunately not!....

got my passcard, thumbprint scan,diaries..all the stationeries....be introduced to all the people...so need to smileee...all the time...it's kinda weird when everybody refering me as consultant..really weird..need time to adjust with that fact....

the different is..i am so silent today...coz the office not like before....a bit quiet...so i need to blend with the environment..the true color should not be shown yet!..hi hi...so blend is the word of the day for today!

SaYoNara..TM...

Finally...finally...finally...i'm out from my T.M.....got new consulting job...and guess what..my first project is in Kulim...so..best dkt dgn rumah...so will update from my new office...hehe..see ya

Cruel To be Kind....

I'm back in the office...not so many of us back in the office yet..these 2 days move really slow...not much activities goin on..just spending my precious time doing the job really really slow..the watch needle seems like not powered up..moving like it been tied up to something..so so slow...

Friday...doing handover notes to my junior..i'll be no more doing support job..have been assigned to do project work alone for my module...for the new project only kicking off last week...just dont know how i will do it or perform but just go on with it..maybe i will not be doing this job for a long time..really hoping for the opportunity to fall into my hands...

My yesterday phone interview gone okie..dunno how to rate myself..ive tried my best..really hope i will get the job...so lemau to be here...

raya mood is still shadowing me...i tell myself that today i want to go home early..really early..at 4...just dont care what other people may think..

at 4 going out of the building..today is also the day i experienced somethin that i wish i dont have to go thru...it might be not so bad but i just dont know how to react or feel about it...the experience that i dont want to broadcast it here... just want to keep it to myself...

today have proven something to me...the theory that i have been waiting to be proven for such a long time has appeared in front of me...i had been crueled to somebody in order for me to change the person...i let go the happiness of mine just for the sake to ensure the person is happy and successful in life..the person now have become a different person..a person that everybody can be proud of..and i am happy with it...it also prove that new l.o.v.e. can easily be found if u r at the rite place..at the rite time..with the rite person...eventhou one time u had think that u never ever can fall in love again...

hoping one day people will realise the cruelest thing i did in my life has changed somebody life as what i always wanted the person to be long time ago...i just couldnt care what people may think or say about me...only me and 'Him' know...

hmm...what am i writing..i am also perplex and tangled with all this words.. after last nite...i can now break free...fly like a bird..knowing that the storyline that i chose to write went smoothly....i am now ready to face the world and opportunity that are waiting in front of me...

hmm before i confuse myself further...let me stop typing for today..its 3.50 in the morning and i cant make myself to sleep....so forgive all my mistakes...all the best in ur future undetakens...

Hari Raya...

This year hari raya..i went back to my hometown..KangAq Perliss...so excited to go back home until i just cant do any work the last few days before that..missing home so much!...this year, i went back Kampung with my buddy..Ayu ikut..hehe..sorry ayu...

we departed at 4 in the morning to avoid Jam... Raya went well as usual..but this year so many people coming to the house...so tired need to cuci pinggan..sampai bengkak kaki...however dlm penat2 tu.. i managed to cook my fav ayam masak merah and the mee rebus..my mom recipe...fuh...luckily the foods are edible by the guest..the credit goes to my mom who is a good techer..teaching us how to cook since school...so dont think modern women with a busy carrier cannot cook!..:P

went back to KL on 17th...fifth day of raya..i have job interview on the 18th..so need to rush back...wish me luck!! so selamat hari raya frens!...maaf zahir dan batin

Puaca...Puaca

Today is the 9th day we Puaca..i am one of the people who still manage to Puaca..this is the month where we can lose our tiny or big spare tyre that really like to attach to us..hehe..plus the big reward promise by 'Him' to who manage to go thru this month gracefully...not the rite word...but who cares?...hehe..

This is also the month where you can eat a lot of things that sometimes you don't have the opportunity to have it before to the fact u r too busy or act like one :P.....My company has given the right to go back earlier than usual..4.00 p.m but need to come early at 8.00 a.m..so i got the chance to go to the 'Pasar Ramadhan'....so many things that i can see...all the food sometimes are given names to the Top artis in Malaysia...who else...the Botak man..'Mawi'...he he..

Not forget to mention..I will miss my mom the most this month..dunno why..but it just happen every year..miss my family which is far far away from me in this Big city...my mom will cook me the best 'Mee Kuah' in the world...with all the works and responsibilities here..i just can help myself to be patiently not to just run back to Perlis to break fast with my family..just telling my self..be patient..i'll be back 2/3 days before raya to have that chance...sad isn't it?..even i'm the eldest..but i'm the most manja..hi hi...;)



so thats all for today......

~~CheRiSH EveRy LittLe MoMEnts~~

Every little steps that we take..we really hoping for only good things to happen in our life..however sometimes life is so hard on us..but I always believe that all the bad things happens to us have a specific reason....what happen to me this year has proven a lot of things related to the theory I made myself...try to go with the flow and coping what are meant or destined for me...Luckily I have friends and family who are always by my side..

Hmm..put that a side..in every sad story..there must be a little tiny winy good ones to be told...this year is the year that I experience a lot of activities that I never tried before...jungle tracking..kayaking..hiking...went outside Malaysia...and there are several others that are blocking my calendar this year and next year..insyallah...

So lets talk about the current ones..went to Pangkor with my family!!..yeay!!.. this is another my first time to the island in northern Malaysia...the breeze air and the blue sea water really taken my mind far2 away from the messiness I have in KL..hehe..so good to be there..pangkor is not that bad!..some pics from the trip


~~rite before the island hopping~~

~~the rocks forming a Turtle and a Whale!!~~



~~my lovely mom and dad~~


~~~ready to kayak bro?~~

We start the journey from Kangar to Lumut by car..then take a ferry to sway thru the Selat Melaka to Pulau Pangkor...it only takes around 15 minutes ferry ride to the island..a pink van brought us to Teluk Nipah..where all the excitement lies...chey chey..

First day is full with mandi manda..island hopping..fish feeding..

Second day..much more mandi-manda and kayaking..try hard to snorkeling but so scared..hihi..

Went back after 2 days..shopping sourveniers at pekan Pangkor..esp food...

So tata pangkor..definitely will come back one day..hmm..hope so...

Moving ForWard...

Here I am..after for such a long time of silence in this no boundaries world..I'm writing again from a small corner in my new office space (just move from the old building to a new one...

My new place...all in red.. my boss said..more vibrant..to increase our motivational level to come to work..that's why red was chosen to be the color of the cubicle..i wish the color can really influence me..;)

This week is just difference from other weeks..maybe because moving to the new place..new chair...new settings..trying to blend with the new cafeteria down there and the worst things..need to pay for my parking for the first time at work!..ish ish...But the good thing out of this moving..i get the best spot cubilcle...everybody so jealous bout it..ha ha..if i am in the 'Survivor' show..i definitely will be voted out straightaway..

And...tomorrow i'm going back to Perlis..yeay!!..Friday i will be in Pangkor.."Cuti-cuti Malaysia" with my family..goodbye frens..happy attending all the users complaints without me back there in the new 'vibrant office'...