Ma & Pa

My friend once asking me…are your parent okay u switching job? Leaving one of the most stable company in Malaysia and opt for freelancing?...Me reply..I am the most fortunate daughter to have parent who really understand, open minded and always believe in what I do…I know deep in their heart there must be at least a bit of worries…but they always believe in me…and trust I won’t let them down….I wish they can see how thankful I am to have them as my parent…

It is always nailed in my head and heart that Mom and Dad…are the two persons who will never leave me behind...will always be there for me through the hardest time of my life…friends will come and go…lovers might change along the road I take….but parent will be always there…always…believe me…

I can have all the money in the world…but nothing compares to what they have sacrificed for you and your sisters and brothers….I can do all the things that I want to do… but not the one that are against them…that is me..dunno why…I cannot not to obey what they said or ask me to do…I am weak when it become to them….that’s me…

Last weekend..I'm spending time with them and my sis in KL..they came here to bring my car back for me to use in Kulim..how sweet my dad is!...Had the opportunity to bring them to Eyes on Malaysia in Tasik Titiwangsa...my mom as always always good in taking the chance to do her most favourite activities..SHOPPING...hehe...

Some pictures taken last weekend...the day before I'm flying off to Penang..

Mak & Bapak..

Me & Lovely Mom(Dont u think she still look good in her 50's?)

If I have the chance and I hope ‘The One’ will grant my wish…to give me the best health and money for me to take care of my Mak & Bapak when they cant do what they are capable of doing rite now at that time…hopefully I can give them cute grandchildren..which I don’t know when it will happen…hehe :P..

Hope they are proud of having me as their daughter..really really hope for that!...

International Space Station(ISS)

It's been 2 weeks in my new workplace...ISS...hmmm what should i write about it...

It is located at Jaya33..section 14 PJ..to whom who used to go to Jaya Supermarket or DigitalMall..i'm sure they will know this building....the place is okie..the jam is not that bad on my way to office...but n my home..its really bad if i take Federal Highway...but now..already found a new route..thru Jalan University...the traffic is not that bad thru that route..thank God!

One thing...i'm just shock that i need to pay RM22 per day for the parking!..can u imagine that?...it has no maximum amount..but luckily i can claim it at the end of the month...opportunity cost that i need to pay...hehe...

These 2 weeks..i;m just studying on my new assignment...quite hard! so intergrated ..too many things to understand.but yet interesting..not many people knows it well...i am also still waiting for them to give me the instruction to go to Kulim...just can't wait to start my first project...there..near my hometown...the Kayangan state..Perlis...hihi...:)

Another new experience is I was asked to joint pre-sales activity...never did such thing before...it is really new and interesting experience to me...got the chance to learn about other company businesses..the way they run their business...and got the chance to back home early..!

With the 'busy' schedule..hehe..still got the chance(always..haha) to chat with my friend..she sent me the photos from my last day in TM...with all the girls...who used to work with me everyday...victims that have to hear my stupid jokes everyday...



....all the Finance Team Girlss in the SAP projects...


...me with nadiana...

Hope friends in ISS are okie...for sure will meet many new peoples with different characters...Blend...again is the magic word in this case...

hope to write again when i am in Kulim..hehe..

Distance Makes Heart Grow Fonder....

sometimes u think u dont have that so many frens...but all this move thingy that i took has proven me wrong!...my frens did not stop sms'ing' me asking bout the new place and wish me luck!..thanks frens...really appreciate it

actually..i miss my frens in TM...like what some said..distance makes heart grow fonder...that really shows...miss all the stupid jokes...hehe...miss the gossiping...hehe especially that la...

really looking forward to start my very own project in Kulim...hope everything will be okie and i can contribute big things to the project....need to learn much more in this area....hope i wont let the user down....

so till here...until the time willing to be fren with me again...

B.L.E.N.D.

After the whole "drop the Bomb giving 24 hours notice" to the GEMS project...i am today reporting my duty to the new employer of mine...a consulting company located at Jaya33...the name is equivalent to what Dr Sheikh Muzaffar had succeeded to go last month....

So here i am...my day started at 9...so efficiently..the IT guy gave me my laptop...my first laptop...with my name on it..all configured..including emails..and SAP account...plus ID and passoword for SAPnotes...i am so impressed by the efficiency...i thought i'll be drop dead boring today waiting for laptop and nothing to do...hehe...fortunately not!....

got my passcard, thumbprint scan,diaries..all the stationeries....be introduced to all the people...so need to smileee...all the time...it's kinda weird when everybody refering me as consultant..really weird..need time to adjust with that fact....

the different is..i am so silent today...coz the office not like before....a bit quiet...so i need to blend with the environment..the true color should not be shown yet!..hi hi...so blend is the word of the day for today!

SaYoNara..TM...

Finally...finally...finally...i'm out from my T.M.....got new consulting job...and guess what..my first project is in Kulim...so..best dkt dgn rumah...so will update from my new office...hehe..see ya

Cruel To be Kind....

I'm back in the office...not so many of us back in the office yet..these 2 days move really slow...not much activities goin on..just spending my precious time doing the job really really slow..the watch needle seems like not powered up..moving like it been tied up to something..so so slow...

Friday...doing handover notes to my junior..i'll be no more doing support job..have been assigned to do project work alone for my module...for the new project only kicking off last week...just dont know how i will do it or perform but just go on with it..maybe i will not be doing this job for a long time..really hoping for the opportunity to fall into my hands...

My yesterday phone interview gone okie..dunno how to rate myself..ive tried my best..really hope i will get the job...so lemau to be here...

raya mood is still shadowing me...i tell myself that today i want to go home early..really early..at 4...just dont care what other people may think..

at 4 going out of the building..today is also the day i experienced somethin that i wish i dont have to go thru...it might be not so bad but i just dont know how to react or feel about it...the experience that i dont want to broadcast it here... just want to keep it to myself...

today have proven something to me...the theory that i have been waiting to be proven for such a long time has appeared in front of me...i had been crueled to somebody in order for me to change the person...i let go the happiness of mine just for the sake to ensure the person is happy and successful in life..the person now have become a different person..a person that everybody can be proud of..and i am happy with it...it also prove that new l.o.v.e. can easily be found if u r at the rite place..at the rite time..with the rite person...eventhou one time u had think that u never ever can fall in love again...

hoping one day people will realise the cruelest thing i did in my life has changed somebody life as what i always wanted the person to be long time ago...i just couldnt care what people may think or say about me...only me and 'Him' know...

hmm...what am i writing..i am also perplex and tangled with all this words.. after last nite...i can now break free...fly like a bird..knowing that the storyline that i chose to write went smoothly....i am now ready to face the world and opportunity that are waiting in front of me...

hmm before i confuse myself further...let me stop typing for today..its 3.50 in the morning and i cant make myself to sleep....so forgive all my mistakes...all the best in ur future undetakens...

Hari Raya...

This year hari raya..i went back to my hometown..KangAq Perliss...so excited to go back home until i just cant do any work the last few days before that..missing home so much!...this year, i went back Kampung with my buddy..Ayu ikut..hehe..sorry ayu...

we departed at 4 in the morning to avoid Jam... Raya went well as usual..but this year so many people coming to the house...so tired need to cuci pinggan..sampai bengkak kaki...however dlm penat2 tu.. i managed to cook my fav ayam masak merah and the mee rebus..my mom recipe...fuh...luckily the foods are edible by the guest..the credit goes to my mom who is a good techer..teaching us how to cook since school...so dont think modern women with a busy carrier cannot cook!..:P

went back to KL on 17th...fifth day of raya..i have job interview on the 18th..so need to rush back...wish me luck!! so selamat hari raya frens!...maaf zahir dan batin